He said "eat & drink"
The night before Finals. It's that time of the year again. I've studied my portion for the evening and now I recline on this worn leather chair listening to the hum of the refridgerator and whatever else decides to make noise in this kitchen.
My Bible lays next to my laptop on this kitchen table, open to the book of Acts, the book of the first Christians. I glance over at it and I think about the question that has been repeating itself in my head these last few days:
Who am I?
Not necessarily "who am I" as in what are my goals, desires, dreams, etc... Rather... what kind of a Christian am I?
I know that sounds like a terrible question, but hang with me here for a bit. From recent conversations with my nonbelieving coworker, I have come to the conclusion that there are several types of Christians. Obvious? Yes.
I listen to her talk and she tells me all the terrible thoughts she has about the Christians she has known... none of which seem to display the Love of God. I associate with these people she speaks of in my work, and I can't help but agree with her. I wonder what she thinks of me, and in the words of Preacher & Village Pastor Matt Chandler, "I don't want to be painted with the same brush as those guys." (in this case.. ladies.) I know, I know, I know we are not to seek praise from one another, but to obtain the praise that comes from Father, (John 5:44) however, I do not want to be among those who combine the self-centered, egocentric, lofty American culture with the Christian lifestyle.
I do not want to be an American Christian. I am tired of wearing the Jesus shirt, I want to wear his flesh... no.. I want to eat his flesh and I want to drink his blood. (John 6)
The multitude listened in disgust as he said "eat my flesh and drink my blood", and many no longer followed him after this speech.
I know because I desire to be a New Testament Christian, many will look at me in disgust and refuse to be a part of this. I am not speaking of unbelievers, but of believers. Lara.... they will even pray for us! Haha! Which I find hilarious.
Then Jesus turned toward his twelve and asked, "Are you gonna walk, too?"
Simon Peter answered, "Lord, to whom shall we go?"
My Bible lays next to my laptop on this kitchen table, open to the book of Acts, the book of the first Christians. I glance over at it and I think about the question that has been repeating itself in my head these last few days:
Who am I?
Not necessarily "who am I" as in what are my goals, desires, dreams, etc... Rather... what kind of a Christian am I?
I know that sounds like a terrible question, but hang with me here for a bit. From recent conversations with my nonbelieving coworker, I have come to the conclusion that there are several types of Christians. Obvious? Yes.
I listen to her talk and she tells me all the terrible thoughts she has about the Christians she has known... none of which seem to display the Love of God. I associate with these people she speaks of in my work, and I can't help but agree with her. I wonder what she thinks of me, and in the words of Preacher & Village Pastor Matt Chandler, "I don't want to be painted with the same brush as those guys." (in this case.. ladies.) I know, I know, I know we are not to seek praise from one another, but to obtain the praise that comes from Father, (John 5:44) however, I do not want to be among those who combine the self-centered, egocentric, lofty American culture with the Christian lifestyle.
I do not want to be an American Christian. I am tired of wearing the Jesus shirt, I want to wear his flesh... no.. I want to eat his flesh and I want to drink his blood. (John 6)
The multitude listened in disgust as he said "eat my flesh and drink my blood", and many no longer followed him after this speech.
I know because I desire to be a New Testament Christian, many will look at me in disgust and refuse to be a part of this. I am not speaking of unbelievers, but of believers. Lara.... they will even pray for us! Haha! Which I find hilarious.
Then Jesus turned toward his twelve and asked, "Are you gonna walk, too?"
Simon Peter answered, "Lord, to whom shall we go?"
posted by D at 10:38 PM
2 Comments:
i dont like his sermon more than anyone else did that day. but really, where can i go. i cant help but worship Him. He is worthy of our worship regardless of how we feel. He is good, He is God, and no matter what...He is always worthy.
-even if i dont like what He has to say.
this is a great blog! that's such a weird place to be in - to hear someone pointing out the faults of many believers and being able to relate to both sides. love ya!
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